Introduction
“““ Motivation
One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine…
After writing the numbers from one to one thousand, part of my No-Rooz(1) holidays’ homework in second grade, I was attracted to counting and reaching the highest number. I then started to count the numbers to extreme. However, I soon found out that the bigger the number, the harder it was to count. I then decided to stop counting at one thousand and to start again from the beginning, and each time I reached one thousand, I added it to the previous one thousand and kept it in mind. I soon realized that this kind of counting was not reasonable, and that I should simply imagine the extreme number.
That was not a discouragement and did not stop my mind from exploring. In fact, the mysterious desire to reach to the unlimited and the ideal emerged in other aspects. From then until the moment, I turned 12, I was preoccupied with and imagined the smallest and largest particles of matter.
What are the smallest particles? How could they be explored and measured? What is the biggest matter volume? How could their largeness be described?
These questions were developing in my childish mind. Numerous “WHYs” for which I could not find many “Because”
Gradually, various sizes of matters in different moments were set side by side and it was only at that point that I found out the vastness of the mind.
I became aware that the current state of substances, from the smallest to the largest in a single moment is a state among all the possible states of these unlimited substances in the infinite universe and limitless time. And at a slight moment after, the position of each one of them is changed and considered as its second possible state of time and place in the universe. The numbers of these varying statuses were being imagined in my mind and made me more aware of the vastness and power of the mind. This occupied all my free time; so that most of the time I was visualizing matters in various states of time and place and realizing the ultimate greatness of their states, numbers in unlimited time and place.
Gradually, imitative and dogmatic beliefs in other people’s thinking forced my mind to disassociate from their ways of thinking. It is beneficial to hear and read other’s thoughts in order to acquire information but ultimately, it does not engender knowledge. Take for example “The Ugly Duckling” by Hans Christian Anderson. I was alone in the world of my expanding child’s mind and, like a college student before ever studying scientific books enters the laboratory, went through the world observing and studying daily matters. Therefore, instead of discussing with others, I turned to experimental research to help clarify my infinite questions. So, I became a good listener of those who benefit from their contradictory advice and examples, and who live their lives in a uniform society just like a homogenous liquid
Therefore, instead of participating in peoples’ discussions based on their beliefs which had always brought me the word “WHY”, I classified all my knowledge and observations into various files in my mind. I recorded each one in related folders and sent them to the research center of my mind in order to analyze and to reach a conclusion
Little by little, all matters’ infinite adjectives (ultimo characteristic) and the adverbs’ (action quality) ultimate qualities were added to the compound states (Composition states) of my mind. When I turned 15, the range of these thought experiments led to the best adjectives and adverbs in the explanation of a sentence. The best one(2), neither bad nor good, but the correct or most excellent combination of modes, which were nothing but a god inside a creature’s mind called “I”.
My thought experiments have been ongoing just like Elisa continuously knitting the capes in “Wild Swans” by Hans Christian Anderson which was in complete secrecy. Finally in 1979, the meaning of “self and theism” surpassed the limitations of my existing personality and entered into a higher personality register. Consequently, in 1986, the idea of transferring mind expansion got stronger. The previously saved observations in my mind were collected, classified and analyzed and the results were evaluated in the spiritual register on a day named Resurrection Day, where Self and God were the jury represented in “I”.
Despite being neither a philosopher nor a professional author, I have tried writing my thoughts down in the hope of being interesting for some readers
Note:
“““ When starting a new subject of discussion..
*** When returning attention from within to the outside or vice versa.
- No Rooz: The first day of Iranian new year (21 March), the Iranian students have a two weeks holiday.
- The act at a time and place results in the most appropriate occurrence. If you are going to miss your plane because you are late, it is bad for sure, but if the same plane were to have an accident, your delay is a good thing. If you took the train just before flying, your choice will be the best of two scenarios, your choice is secure but with a little bit of delay.
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